I need to write. I just need to write. I have always been in long term relationships. For years. I have loved and been hurt, I have moved on. I move on quickly with my head looking to the clouds and knowing (sometimes convincing) myself that he would be here eventually. I believe in soul mates. I believe many of the people I have been with were my soul mates. I have a feeling we worked out our karma.

How do you define forever? How do you define love? How would you know if he is the one for you? These were my questions in the past.. Questions that would usually be answered with a smile from people that I talk to. Why do I ask? maybe because I wanted to know if the feeling that I have would be justified by their answers. Maybe because I thought that I would know how it feels if people would tell me that this is how it is supposed to be.

He was full of hope as he looked at the sky
One day... Someday I will be with you
He held her hand and squeezed it tight
Closed his eyes and prayed for it to come true

Thoughts were his, dreams were free
He had the moon witnessed as he looked away
He wanted her, he wanted them,
Tears he didn't want her to see

He had a ring, she didn't know
He held her one last time as tears flow
He can't think straight he wants to go
Kissed her one last time if only she knows.

She said she was choked, she wants to be free
A relationship is not what she needs

Kung balak mong bumisita sa napakagandang bulubundukin ng Banaue, isang bus lang mula Maynila, siyam na oras. Simple’ng-simple. Kung matino kang nilalang, gano’n ang gagawin mo.
Pero kung ikaw ay tulad kong medyo wala sa katinuan, maaari mong subukan ang ginawa kong paglalakbay. Mas exciting.

SINOPSIS THE FEELS A FAT